It's Just Not Enough

Tonight my heart aches. Not for a lost superstar or the children he left behind. But, for a person so dear to me that I can't imagine living without him. All I have to give is my love and undying support but sometimes that is not enough. Hearing the pain and defeat in his voice makes tears well up inside me. I know how much he's already struggled. I know how much he wants his dreams for the 4 girls he loves so much to come true. I feel helpless. I pray to God for the power to wipe it all away so I can see that smile and hear that laugh again. He's such a good man. He has such a pure heart. He only wants to love and take care of his family. I love him dearly. He's my reason for living. All I want to do is ease his burden.  As I'm slowly wrapped in the silence of the night I reach out and ask God for one small miracle. Just one, so I can give back to this wonderful man all that he has already given me and my girls in the 5 short months we have had him. They say that love is all you need. I have plenty of that but I know that's not enough.